if you don't like something, change it.
if you can't change it, change your attitude.
vendredi 8 janvier 2010 01:28
it's the first week of school! and i decided to meet up, you've guessed it, CASSANDRA AND ABIGAIL! :))))
it has been a long time since we all sat together and had a decent meal. i definitely adored the times back when we were year twos, sitting in megabites watching abi gorge down her noodles and having her spit horlicks in my face and cass' food.
one year later and we're all separated from each other due to school, and attachment placings. abi and cass are both now working their asses off for the AVA and LONZA biologics respectively as interns. and cass is kind of living the life with the highest paid attachment allowance available amongst all the interns.
so anyway, we decided to meet up because abi and i still owed cass her birthday present, which we bought LAST YEAR and eventually collected dust at my house because abi silly couldn't decide when she was free enough to meet up. that aside, we had tons of fun just simply having dinner and chittering chattering away like little birds.
we took many photos, but these were the nicest cause most of the other photos had abi's mouth overflowing with food.
and yes dinner did last for quite a while because abi was late.
and you can tell from the above picture that she was really really very tired. so tired that, she kept harping on and on about "EH you'all should be honored cause i rush down straight from work!!!". so without much ado, she started stuffing food into her mouth and posing whilst i had the camera snapping away.
that was when the following dialogue occurred,
Cass: omg abi you damn poser now loh. POSER. keep on posing and posing and posing.
Abi: i where got pose! is he stuff the camera in my face then i got no choice but to pose what! then what you want me to do!?
**an expected rain of particles started flying out from, you should know who's mouth.**
Cass: eeeeeeek! omg lah abi. still as crazy.
oh and did i mention that while trying to get to Waraku Casual Dining at Marina Square's abi called me up and asked,
"Eh! where am i ah? How do i get to you'all???"
so yes, i'm getting her a brain for her birthday this year. just kidding abi! :)
yes! it's the first week of the year 2010, and also the week back to my last semester term in school. and for most of whom have still been hanging around my blog, it's my first time blogging in proper since eons ago.
you were to ask if i have had any regrets in the past three years of my polytechnic life, no doubt there were ups and downs, but i do not live to regret. i live to better myself from it all.
and the question everyone's been wanting to know, what happened to me?
i have no idea really, right now, looking back at the past six months, everything's really just a blur.
it's not that i would choose to forget it all or anything, but back then, setbacks came like tsunami waves, crashing me every single time i fell, and no matter how i tried getting back up, i'd still flush down like a sandcastle.
six months before, i was happy. nearly a year back, i thought every single thing in my life was slowly getting back on track. but life always take us by surprise, so the higher my hopes were, the higher i fell.
but all that doesn't matter anymore, does it?
i have definitely changed, i obviously binge drink, hit the clubs additively and went back to smoking. for many, it seems like i have gotten worst, and perhaps screwed up in the eyes of others.
but i am happy where i am right now, with a close-knitted group of friends that honestly, i would still be afraid to lose, but definitely would want to gamble everything that i've got to walk down memory lane together with them.
school's kind of crazy. i'm kind of left with this horrendously empty timetable, with many thanks and gratitude to my dearest Dr. Forday Wayne Lee (note no sarcasm here), who gave me many chances and allowed me to make the most out of my life.
no doubt, i definitely struggled last semester, with one of the most packed and hectic timetable juggling more than three core modules. but it was all for the better to lessen my load in future as well, which is now.
basically i am currently only taking one core module and two sub modules along with my final year project (which is seriously a bitch, but with a doting supervisor i shall let it pass). and the classmates are just, dope. not to forget the year twos from the immunology class as well.
they are of course, a bunch of the most funtastic people who happen to like to disturb the elderly (a.k.a senior cross-streamers). apart from being a whole circus of orang kecoh dan giler satu hari, they brought about a lot of fun and laughter for me,weisheng and petrina.
yeah, in school now it's always the three of us, we even call ourselves the PAWS. (okay before weisheng starts yakking away, it's petrina and i who came up with the name) the orang kecohs refer to us as the three musketeers though.
and yes, did i mention? i'm much more sharpened at my malay language now. ;)
so, as you can see from the pictures, i would be stupid if i were to waste life emo-ing away everyday.
indeed, if you asked if i was alright, the obvious answer would be no.
i'm kind of thankful to aisyah, cause for the week she has been discouraging me to drink by calling me siao. and just a few hours ago, she approached me to talk to me about my problems, of which i hadn't addressed to, but did explain about the recent uncontrolled drinking behaviour.
and then she started ogling at man boobs. well, technically it's my fault since i showed her the website of Shine, but yeah, she started drooling as well. don't fake woman, i know your laptop confirm wet.
so then we moved on from the ambiguously spoken matters of the heart to the openly spoken matters of the muscles. and so i suggested that she should jsut go and watch porn. seriously. the way she describes the muscles, it's like she is already having an orgasm on her own.
so here's the update for the fourth day of working at the OKTOBEER FESTIVAL!
the events of course, not about boring work. the only fun thing about working is that we kept stealing food and beer! hehs. i love ERDINGGGGER! the taste is nice, but i think it's slightly too rich that after a while you get sick of it, especially when you drink it consecutively for four, five days.
so after work, and having only slept three hours after prawning till 6am in the morning the previous night, the crazy me went ahead with my plans of clubbing.
so we went down to the Supperclub for the Rendezvous event, where girls had free entry if they wore bikinis. but apparently, all the girls rather spend some money than to show some skin. poor laveen, who was anticipating for like the entire time about the bikinis, but in the end there was a no-show. boohoo to anti-biginis!
and did i mention that Supperclub is bad? like real bad. the lighting is bright, so you can see everyone's faces. the DJ was bad, playing song by song endlessly, where at one point i was thinking,
"PO PO PO POKERFACE
MUST POKE UNTIL WHEN?"
and the AIR CON IS WEAK. so weak that everyone was slipping and sliding through sweat like we were at some swimming pool, or better still, in the middle of a marathon.
but nevertheless, fun comes from your friends and not your surroundings.
had a lot of fun with Aisyah and her Arty. as well as Weisheng and Laveen.
went down with Nicole and Yiwen as well. but felt real bad cause i was kind of neglecting them. hehs, so i decided to be nice and pay for their entry tickets.
so we clubbed till 4am. with the relentlessly shufflers shuffling their feet through the dancefloor. damn annoying please. i do not understand the rationale behind why we have to make space for a few guys to make squeaky noises on the floor when you can use the space for more people to squeeze in the dancefloor and club like crazy.
and the squeaky noises. if they want to play with rubber ducks, go home to their bath tubs please.
still, as much as i hate shufflers at clubs, i absolutely adore this picture of some unknown stranger. this was nicely taken. photos are of credits to Aisyah by the way.
and did i mention there were aisyah's friends too? this indian guy with a very interesting face. damn interesting. it's like he can act in some comedy and make people laugh without talking. but i guess aisyah's constant snapping of the camera flashes at the dancefloor was rather bizarre to cause some bizarre facial expressions.
as usual, alcohol makes me red easily. not to mention when you sweat so much, you don't know if you are red from the heat or red from the alcohol. but yeah. the gin tonic was so weak. totally couldn't get very high from the drinks as well.
so we decided to take more photos. and laugh at our nonsensical dancing, and also the stupid shufflers who shuffled from left to right, bottom to top. we shifted our dancing spot, but somehow they managed to find us again.all thanks to aisyah, attract so many guys for what. grrr.
and then after clubbing, we went off to chill. during which we found Aisyah's favourite initials. life science students would know this one.
moving on, we had more alcohol, ate halal food. the best maggi goreng in the world, which i shall not tell any of you! hahahah. they are so good, i want to keep their business at an average flow, in case i can't get seats next time.
so, a full twenty four hours passed since i woke up, and i was off to work, for the last day of the OKTOBEER EVENT! to be continued...
and i just realized this, last thursday was Erdinger Beer, followed by Hoegaarden on friday, then gin tonic and hooch on saturday, and then free flow of Erdinger on sunday! :D
i cried over this. in the middle of the night, sounds stupid.
but yeah we are only humans. at the end of the day, we all forget our purest inner selves. we tried to achieve longevity, civilization, materialistic lives. but even animals like dogs and cats harbored stronger emotions than we do.
if the grandmother in this video was a skinny old lady, i would have probably cried throughout the night. i remembered once there was this advertisement about an old lady buying cake for her granddaughter, but she got knocked down by the car in the end. the video was majorly about road safety, but what caught my attention was, the storyline.
at the dining table, my sister and i were left speechless by the advertisement. because when we were young, our maternal grandmother who stayed with us, would always give us a dollar each to buy a cake from the neighbourhood bakery. and she would just simply watch in delight as we ate the cakes in endless smiles and kid happiness.
she died many years back, due to my uncle's idiotic behaviours back then. it was only way after her death, did my uncle finally grew up and learned to be responsible.
this is why i always liked old ladies. i always feel that i could give them the care that i never got to give my grandmother as a young man. although my paternal grandmothers are still alive and well, i don't have to fret over them as they are healthy and in good hands of my cousins. what happened with my maternal grandmother was something tragic and what i couldn't prevent because i was too young and too stupid.
for seven days at her wake, i did not cry. up until the very last second, when her coffin was pushed into the incinerator, and as i saw the flames engulf her before the door fully closed. then i cried like nobody's business.
i hope this video makes you value your grandparents. i never had the chance for mine, cause she no longer stays with me, cooks for me, tells me bedtime stories. sighs, this is why i must stop sleeping late. cause i tend to get sad in the middle of the night. even a video almost must think about my own grandmother.
the other day yiwen told me that sometimes she pities me, because my life is full of tragedies. but actually, i experience what others do as well, just that mine is more packed full of drama.
and luckily, in the dead of the night, i have people like aisyah blabbering away with me about horoscopes, where she spelt,
Pisces for Pieces.
that got me laughing. going to sentosa tomorrow, so i ought to sleep early and go in anticipation!
See what aisyah is holding? That was the bottle of bombay sapphire that we finished in less than six hours. and note weisheng's cheeky little face. cause you are going to see more of that.
okay, i think the bombay's on the floor now. and the furball at the bottom right corner is actually chiu chern's head.
Things to highlight of that night? Well, weisheng was all over the floor.
and he had difficulty getting up, whilst we all had difficulty straightening our backs from laughing at him.
more of that cheeky face yo, weisheng. but boy were we glad that he finally got up from the floor.
but he was still unstable. but we continued with the camwhoring.
i initially didn't want to put this photo, but i noticed weisheng's face so i jsut had to put it up here. and i seriously don't know what was with that face when he talked to abigail.
and this is a joke man. they were bugging me to take a photo and end up all of them were laughing, with abigail flirting with the panda at one corner.
oh oh and abigail made me stripped so she could take this. HAHA. i was friggin' shivering and she refused to return my shirt.
and they went out for more boooze! but returned with nothing. :((
and when they got back, weisheng was on the floor again.
then abigail continued flirting with the panda. fatin's panda by the way.
more camwhoring..
and the divas were still working that green wall man.
and weisheng was back on the floor, again.
then we decided to leave the room, cause it was stinking of alcohol, as complained by arifin.
i guess, abigail's expression in this picture explains that look on my face.
fooling around more with the blankets. and we even did a three-person lion dance. weisheng called it an ant. and he was the ant head by the way.
and then before we know it, it was already morning and they found sesame street oscar's long lost brother.
and i absolutely did not forget and am not angry with you! hahahaha.
was rather flattered knowing that you were waiting for me to wish you happy birthday! hehs. this friendship has been rather amazing over the years, sharing our everlasting love for green from literature classes back when we were fifteen and till the random meet-ups every now and then!
just to let you know that on this very special day of yours, you gave me a present as well! our friendship. (((: thanks for being there for the many years that we've had, and the many more to come! can't wait to meet up next week.
P.S : i can't wait to attend your wedding you know. that's prolly when "your dog" meets the legendary Alfred in person.
i was singing while listening to breakthrough on my laptop and my brother suddenly asked,
"your phone ringing?"
lmao. i have had a terrible para-nasal sinus since young so i have this annoyingly heavy nasal influence in my voice hence obviously i would have terrible singing. and he tells me that my singing sounds like a bloody phone ringtone. usually the delusional people would be flamboyantly flattered and all swelled up.
but this is an insult in disguise.
lmao, moving on. i finally got my German Rams! but the breed i got is the Holland Balloon Ram. and yes they look like balloons. it's going to be my second attempt at rearing them since they are very sensitive and shy fish prone to stress, but they seem to be doing alright in the tank. and two of them are already marking territories.
anyways, HIP HIP HURRAY for blondie cause her domestic problems are currently at a full-stop. but still, hope the best goes for your friend. (: i think cancer is disastrous when it's at it's best, but life's unpredictable so what to do.
sighs. now i have to end this post pessimistically.
what do you do when you see a nice comfy cushion seat?
you run and grab it! that's what i did in macdonalds the other day, while with weisheng and aisyah. and during which i squealed, "GREEEEEEEEEEEEN!" for the green seat. and then as i settled myself comfortably in my seat, the other two idiots were busy fighting over the red seat, making a hell lot of noise with the onlookers in macs staring.
and so i took up my shoe bag and simply hid my face behind it whilst laughing uncontrollably.
and here's the amazing part, we went to get our drinks and i got back late so OBVIOUSLY my green seat was stolen. but the smart me decided to bring my bag and weisheng's fries over to another table.
and this is the part where it gets more interesting. weisheng decided to move over since i was sitting at one of those cushioned seat against the wall, just that it was not as comfy as the big comfy seats, but i guess he did it just so aisyah would have to move over and take the seats that were not against the wall. and there sits aisyah, now alone with her milkshake, vibrating with laughter like some dog infected with rabies, whilst the chinese nerds sitting nearby stared at her like she was some lunatic exhibition.
and now the best part. i grabbed my bag along with weisheng's fries and migrated back onto my green seat. now Aisyah and I sat happily and comfortably in our cushion seats, laughing at weisheng who now sits alone without his fries at the opposite seats on a less cushioned cushion seat.
throughout this whole incident, people were watching and staring, laughing at us laughing at ourselves. i hope the funniness gets carried across properly, since weisheng's stupidity is too much of a high maintenance to be penned down in verbal description. see, being too stupid ain't getting you anywhere.
and the chinese nerds sitting beside us could have just simply gave up their cushion seats for us loh! selfish pigs. study so much don't know what's called basic courtesy. no manners. HAHAHAAH!
i went out today and did quite a number of stuff. woke up real early to meet up with my freaks. really loved being around them and missed just talking and hearing all that laughter. had long chats with thm and fooshida! (:
rushed down to the Run Singapore! Marathon, a 5km run round the Formula One track. my stamina has totally dropped quite drastically since i haven't ran in almost a year. but it just felt great to have ran today, just really wanted to outrun my feelings.
Then the LATENESS QUEEN, MISS AISYAH was almost two hours late when i specifically called and told her at 3pm that she had to leave house by 4.45pm and reach City Hall by 5.45pm. YET, she came at 7.15pm. and she insisted on meeting at Iluma when she didn't even know how to get there.
G-Force was definitely adorable and funny as i had anticipated, just that it was kind of like a Transformer kids version type of a spooof. but overall it was great. Had a hell lot of fun after that as well, with Aisyah and Weisheng. Laughing non-stop and acting crazy all over the place. we freaked a number of people out at macdonald's as well. and then i realized one of the people sitting there was Sijie from nanhua. damn damn damn embarrassing.
it's been really long since i was last like this,
laughing uncontrollably
and behaving like a child in public,
embarrassing myself without any sense of shame.
but then when i was on the bus home, again, i couldn't help but let myself drown my eyes. how i wished the bus was empty and i was the only passenger, how i wished for once i was able to let everything out. it has been too tiring lately, way too tiring.
how i wish tomorrow i wake up laughing. how i wish i had a genie or a fairy godmother. how i really truly wish.
anyways, back to talking to jiesi, who's making my goosebumps' goosebumps grow goosebumps this time round. how sweet weiqin can be, how blissfully adorable they are.
and weiqin please stop making jiesi sad! if she's sad then i can't be sad! :(
and they are back, The Cranberries. the anti-oxidant rich irish band.
you know, the "it's in your hey-ehd, it's in ya hey-ehd, zombey zombey zombey ey ey ey oo oo oo.." song? okay fine the lyrics' "it's in your head, it's in your head, zombie zombie..." but it was a meaningful song even with all that dragging of the voice and sounding desperate. but that's just Dolores' voice doing the job. i like her voice actually, sounds so sad and broken and reminds me of faye wong as well.
the song's about the Northern Ireland riots and stuff, cause i remember the social studies teacher playing it for a subsequent few lessons years ago. so the lyrics are kind of like embedded in my grey matter somewhere.
and so after seven years of disbanding they are back, it's like old people having a band gathering. okay, i think at least it's better than West Life having a reunion fifty years in the future. now that's what i call freaky, which i seriously suspect will happen.
and i bet the fan's are going to be screaming,
"OH MY GOSH!
NICKY BRYNE JUST THREW
HIS DENTURES OFF STAGE!!!"
and then the old ladies go into a "it's mine" and "fuck your hands off" frenzy. lmao.
okay let's not talk about West Life, they bore me, just like their songs. and then my secret lover keeps trying to make me idolize them like the psychopath that he is. ishhh.
i went for my interview today at TYCO electronics! sounds damn stressed for a desk bound telemarketing-similar-type of job. but overall i think i did rather well! especially when i was told to give some situational based answer, and the interviewer gave this "oooh, impressive!" face. HAHAHA! okay maybe im just being shamelessly shameless about my talents, but yeahh hopefully i get the job. CROSS MY FINGERS!!!
mehh.
and and im joining NUS' recreational netball every tuesday! heehee. it's been my dream to be in a mixed netball club. can't wait for next week. but my sports shoes are totally worn out from the standard chartered run last year. D: hope i have money soon to get myslf a new pair!
alright, after sounding so optimistic, time to go emo in a corner. HAAAH!
jessie asked me to call her phone cause she forgot where she last left it.
so i dialed her number and waited.
then she picks up and says, "hello. i left it in the toilet."
hahahahah. SILLY JESSIE! STOP BEING SO SILLY! hehs.
anyways 98.7 FM censors Lily Allen's FUCK YOU! why? why censor the best parts? and they replace it with sheeping bah-ing and horse neighing. totally ruined the song when i heard it oveer the radio that day. but i saved it by singing the FUCK YOU parts aloud. now that's what i call a good song. HAHA!
and my appetite's back! slightly. i had MOS burger this afternoon. totally love the iced tea and the clam chowder. im starting to like the iced tea by itself without the milk, since i guess the milk is rather unhealthy. but i really love the black tea.
and then i snuggled in bed the entire afternoon. the weather was seriously good. it just feels so darn good to hide under your blanket and snuggle in all that warmth. would have been better with some tea and a best friend to chat the afternoon away. haha.
there's an interview tomorrow morning and i hope i get the job! hehs.
sorry for such a random post by the way, but i think my mood is getting better.
five years ago, i was locked out of my classroom by my classmates.
i managed to force my way back in but much to my dismay, they carried me up and threw me out of the class, and on the floor. that day i came home with a cracked hip and a broken heart.
since then i spent everyday soaking up in the fear of losing friends every time i made new ones. the fear of being alone.
this is one of the reason why poly has become such a disappointment to me. of how everyone sees each other not as a potential friend, but as a potential grade booster. of how when you comment like a bitch you are labeled a bitch immediately and not trusted by everyone else. of how you procrastinate a little more than the rest and you are labeled a slacker immediately and ostracized by everyone else.
i thought about khalisah again, and i wondered why was it that she didn't choose to believe me. was it because i appeared bitchy and procrastinated too much, that i do not possess any other positive attributes? was it because that i never worked hard enough to be a friend for her?
at the end of the long three years, i realized all the choices that i have made were regrets and stupid mistakes caused by hyper-sensitivity.
stupid aisyah ccaused me to emo. HAHAH! nevertheless, movies tomorrow! finally found myself a movie kaki, at long last. screw the needy people who always watch movie with their other half and forget about their own friends.
okay project hiatus is called off cause princess elizabeth loves me too much. HAHA! and blondee's annoyance level on msn got too much to handle.
amazing how two people came into my life so short and abruptly and changed so many things for me. so fine, from now onwards shall call them my secret lover and secret stalker.
so, thanks to my secret lover and secret stalker's annoyinggggggggly induced disturbance, i am back from project hiatus, which lasted a mere few hours. of which i spent sleeping.
i spent the entire day not eating and just sleeping, nowadays i just gag at anything i put in my mouth, unless im really very hungry. why huh, i used to be a bottomless pit.
i guess right now the pit is too full with emotions filled to the rim to have the appetite for anything at all.
but yes, listen to yous. i shall SMILE.
and secret lover, last warning. if you so much as to let your mind wonder off so much again i will ignore you for life okay. though i probably wouldn't bear to do that, but yeah, in the least let me know that you trust me? (:
YOU'VE GOT IT, HERE COMES THE HOLIDAYS! finally, exams are over. finally i would have tons of time to sleep eat and laze all over the place. FINALLY i can go and get my tan back at the pool.
and CINDY MY DAUGHTER, my phone's itching for your call! im ready for KBOX ANYTIME ANYWHERE! i am going to start my final year project next semester, i am going to get myself a new job, i am going to focus on my tuition kids and i am going to do a hell lot of stuffs!
so tell me, how to not love this day?! there would be so much time to do so much stuff that i had always rathered to do than SCHOOOOOOOL! so schooooooooooo shooooooooooooooo!
and right now, im off to town for a night of crazy dinner and movies! PLEASE LET ME HAVE MY APPETITE TONIGHT! just tonight!
and then back home at midnigght for my regular emo-ing session with my all time favourite. :D
is perfection really what everyone pursues? is it something that is so desirable, just like how beauty can be so obsessively sought after?
did i mentioned that i watched UP! ?
well i plan to watch it again. it's really very touching and something different for me to think about. cause, it talks about the one thing that i would hate to have in life. of being all alone when you are old and viviana is really pissing me off acting crazy here in macdonalds.
ANYWAYS, as i was saying.
wait, now she is singing to the national anthem. and she said i sucked. then i told her she fucked. hahah, okay no. just wanted to hurl some profanities cause im damn dead tired.
let's not side track, shall we?
wait, before i continue, i must mention that spending the night in macdonalds studying with a lunatic can make you really very patient.
so back to the topic, yes there was this scene when Fredicksen was about to be sent off to the old folk's home, forced to leave his one and only accompaniment left. sighs.
i am so afraid of being alone and so afraid of being forgotten and left behind. and im not even in my twenties and i already add woes to my life like an old man. but its true. its something that i would gladly avoid. then again, its only when you lose something, do you gain another, just like in the movie.
so damn grateful for the people around me everyday who brightens up my life little by little.
anyways i ABHOR thursday all of a sudden. cause i was planning to be sleeping later in the morning when i was done studying all night, but sadly i still have to move my ass down to the studio for styling. no wonder i was feeling so vulgar. tsk.
every saturday can be such a traumatizing experience, yet each and every week i look forward to seeing the people who brightens up my life easily as a whip of that wand you'd see in Harry Potter.
to know if i love or hate my saturdays, i really can't decide.
it can be such a great learning experience, a different kind of an exposure. at the same time, it can be such a heart jolting experience, with all that nerve-wrecking moments.
then again, with the passing of every week, i learn something new, i smile even wider when i see my favourite people. every saturday is no doubt a very rich and enlightening experience. twelve hours spent in the most unique way.
what Ryan did just a day ago, was truly brave, impressive and no doubt strong-minded.
i was blown off my seat, to feel that nonchalance in his tone, and voice.
and what he admitted to was not ethically dishonorable, but simply something that was too futuristic for many to accept. he brought back the true meaning of simplicity.
it puts myself to shame. courage is the one true value that has been long lost in humanity. "even the most muscular man with the most perfect looks can cower helplessly under the slightest pressure experienced from the eyes of the society."
princess elizabeth: i can start digging my grave now
princess elizabeth: help me dig
alfred: huhhh
princess elizabeth: my body very long must dig more
alfred: HAHAHA! OMG!
alfred: stupid. i must quote this.
and indeed i quoted.
anyways, i found this! new pineapple tea by POKKA. not bad not bad, quite exotic.the bottle is greeeen and there's this interesting taste somemore. i think pokka is damn pro to come up with so many different flavours. exotic ones somemore. nice.
i am trying to find this application thing that i can install on my blog. then i can read the daily horoscope everyday at my blog. cool right? then i won't have to read the papers everyday.
my mother just asked me the same question for the fifteenth time. damn ass. but then, i didn't get angry because i was reminded of this video.
its not say really very sad, but it does make me re-think about what my mother has done for me over the years. and i am glad that we have never really majorly bickered except that one time six years ago. and as much as i talk like an ass to her, we both enjoy this kind of an ass talk very much, since she talks to me like even more of an ass. i love my mum! HAHAHA! so gay.
was sending songs online to princess elizabeth the other day.
Fuck You by Lily Allen
elizabeth: eh the previous song is to scold me one or is it really just a song?
YOU THINK?!himbo leh. HAHAHAHAH!
anyways, let's talk about smarter topics.
i have survived my week of ASSIGNMENTS! though im still owing my 2000000000000000word essay for cancer biomarkers, but overall the other stuffs are all DONE! D-O-N-E!
i am so proud of myself. P-R-O-U-D!
and and and i have also recovered from my cold-turned-fever-turned-flu-turned-migraine. which is good, because i feel so much better now and i can also get to carry my fatty niece! :D
and of course, with many thanks to BLONDIE, i managed to do quite well for my CLONES presentation. and i am so proud of my slides that i want to present it again and again and again and again. the ethical dilemma of clones! so interesting yet annoying. ishh.
okay, i have decided! i am going to save up for that ZARA JACKET I SAW! :( one two nine says the price tag, but i shall try! as hard as i can.
anyway, nicole is down with a possible H1N1 and it sounds rather serious, so having just recovered from influenza, i shall cross my fingers for you! and hopee she gets well like asap, so unlike her to be sick. :(
and, here's a picture of ngee ann's very own superman!
