samedi 27 février 2010 02:08
guess how am i feeling right now.
i am having an outburst of anxiety. so excited that my heart feels claustrophobic in my rib cage. like it's gasping for oxygen and trying to get the hell out of my chest and SCREAM.
no, i am not going crazy.
i am jsut excited. i can't wait, because i have finally ended all my examination in school! and i am starting attachment on monday! and i have ended my final year project! and i can't wait for the end of attachment so that i can graduate! and i can't wait for my results to pop by my mailbox to tell me that i have passed all possible modules!
I SERIOUSLY CANNOT WAIT.
the excitement, the anxiety, the panicking, the fear, the happiness. it's all been stuffed into a pounder and pounded into a mince with a pestle and a mortar.
can i like, cry now? HAHAHA.
it's like one part of my life has finally ended, and that i am embarking on a brand new journey.
but for now, it's tomorrow that's exciting.
morning i shall be packing my books and notes and tables and bags and keeping everything clear of anything academically infused.
afternoon i shall be going down to cousin's office with janice to play some, family games. it's kind of an exposure, so i don't mind.
evening i shall be watching movie with eeeeeeeeeeeeeva! percy jackson~~
and in the night i will be in zouk bobbing my head away!
PARTY PARTY PARTYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Libellés : :), A FOR ALFRED AND ALCOHOL, ALFRED, explosions, we all love idiots
mercredi 6 janvier 2010 23:33

yes! it's the first week of the year 2010, and also the week back to my last semester term in school. and for most of whom have still been hanging around my blog, it's my first time blogging in proper since eons ago.
you were to ask if i have had any regrets in the past three years of my polytechnic life, no doubt there were ups and downs, but i do not live to regret. i live to better myself from it all.
and the question everyone's been wanting to know, what happened to me?
i have no idea really, right now, looking back at the past six months, everything's really just a blur.
it's not that i would choose to forget it all or anything, but back then, setbacks came like tsunami waves, crashing me every single time i fell, and no matter how i tried getting back up, i'd still flush down like a sandcastle.
six months before, i was happy. nearly a year back, i thought every single thing in my life was slowly getting back on track. but life always take us by surprise, so the higher my hopes were, the higher i fell.
but all that doesn't matter anymore, does it?
i have definitely changed, i obviously binge drink, hit the clubs additively and went back to smoking. for many, it seems like i have gotten worst, and perhaps screwed up in the eyes of others.
but i am happy where i am right now, with a close-knitted group of friends that honestly, i would still be afraid to lose, but definitely would want to gamble everything that i've got to walk down memory lane together with them.
school's kind of crazy. i'm kind of left with this horrendously empty timetable, with many thanks and gratitude to my dearest Dr. Forday Wayne Lee (note no sarcasm here), who gave me many chances and allowed me to make the most out of my life.
no doubt, i definitely struggled last semester, with one of the most packed and hectic timetable juggling more than three core modules. but it was all for the better to lessen my load in future as well, which is now.
basically i am currently only taking one core module and two sub modules along with my final year project (which is seriously a bitch, but with a doting supervisor i shall let it pass). and the classmates are just, dope. not to forget the year twos from the immunology class as well.
they are of course, a bunch of the most funtastic people who happen to like to disturb the elderly (a.k.a senior cross-streamers). apart from being a whole circus of orang kecoh dan giler satu hari, they brought about a lot of fun and laughter for me,weisheng and petrina.
yeah, in school now it's always the three of us, we even call ourselves the PAWS. (okay before weisheng starts yakking away, it's petrina and i who came up with the name) the orang kecohs refer to us as the three musketeers though.
and yes, did i mention? i'm much more sharpened at my malay language now. ;)
so, as you can see from the pictures, i would be stupid if i were to waste life emo-ing away everyday.
life is short, i should be enjoying, even now.
Libellés : :), A FOR ALFRED AND ALCOHOL, ALFRED, BEST FRIENDS, pennies for my thoughts, poly friends, school stuffs, we all love idiots
samedi 10 octobre 2009 05:39
just got home from a series of Zirca, Butter Factory and lastly, Zouk Phuture!
:DDD been a helll of a night, but am damn happy and perked up. super glad that kingsley ang got into top three as anticipated as well! he did not disappoint his stylist man! hahahah.
alright, going to sleeeeeep and upload photos and videos later. (((((:
Libellés : :), A FOR ALFRED AND ALCOHOL
jeudi 8 octobre 2009 01:38
DRINK
DANCE
DON'T THINK
i repeat, i am not a drunkard, i am an ALCOHOLIC. :))))
i admit i may have a drinking problem, but i absolutely don't think that drinking everyday is very crazy, it's not like i make myself drunk as well. i do need company, but everyone's just too busy for me. so i have the good old alcohol.
the rich asses drink a glass of wine a day for good health, so the poor me can opt for a cheaper alternative too, a bottle everyday. :D
so there's more drinking to come, friday and saturday clubbing anddddd monday drinking. can't wait!
by the way, i couldn't update part three to the OKTOBEER FESTIVAL because photos are with nicole. shall update asap. nights people.
Libellés : :), A FOR ALFRED AND ALCOHOL
mercredi 7 octobre 2009 01:54
so here's the update for the fourth day of working at the OKTOBEER FESTIVAL!
the events of course, not about boring work. the only fun thing about working is that we kept stealing food and beer! hehs. i love ERDINGGGGER! the taste is nice, but i think it's slightly too rich that after a while you get sick of it, especially when you drink it consecutively for four, five days.
so after work, and having only slept three hours after prawning till 6am in the morning the previous night, the crazy me went ahead with my plans of clubbing.
so we went down to the Supperclub for the Rendezvous event, where girls had free entry if they wore bikinis. but apparently, all the girls rather spend some money than to show some skin. poor laveen, who was anticipating for like the entire time about the bikinis, but in the end there was a no-show. boohoo to anti-biginis!
and did i mention that Supperclub is bad? like real bad. the lighting is bright, so you can see everyone's faces. the DJ was bad, playing song by song endlessly, where at one point i was thinking,
"PO PO PO POKERFACE
MUST POKE UNTIL WHEN?"
and the AIR CON IS WEAK. so weak that everyone was slipping and sliding through sweat like we were at some swimming pool, or better still, in the middle of a marathon.
but nevertheless, fun comes from your friends and not your surroundings.
had a lot of fun with Aisyah and her Arty. as well as Weisheng and Laveen.
went down with Nicole and Yiwen as well. but felt real bad cause i was kind of neglecting them. hehs, so i decided to be nice and pay for their entry tickets.
so we clubbed till 4am. with the relentlessly shufflers shuffling their feet through the dancefloor. damn annoying please. i do not understand the rationale behind why we have to make space for a few guys to make squeaky noises on the floor when you can use the space for more people to squeeze in the dancefloor and club like crazy.
and the squeaky noises. if they want to play with rubber ducks, go home to their bath tubs please.

still, as much as i hate shufflers at clubs, i absolutely adore this picture of some unknown stranger. this was nicely taken. photos are of credits to Aisyah by the way.
and did i mention there were aisyah's friends too? this indian guy with a very interesting face. damn interesting. it's like he can act in some comedy and make people laugh without talking. but i guess aisyah's constant snapping of the camera flashes at the dancefloor was rather bizarre to cause some bizarre facial expressions.
as usual, alcohol makes me red easily. not to mention when you sweat so much, you don't know if you are red from the heat or red from the alcohol. but yeah. the gin tonic was so weak. totally couldn't get very high from the drinks as well.
so we decided to take more photos. and laugh at our nonsensical dancing, and also the stupid shufflers who shuffled from left to right, bottom to top. we shifted our dancing spot, but somehow they managed to find us again. all thanks to aisyah, attract so many guys for what. grrr.

and then after clubbing, we went off to chill. during which we found Aisyah's favourite initials. life science students would know this one.
moving on, we had more alcohol, ate halal food. the best maggi goreng in the world, which i shall not tell any of you! hahahah. they are so good, i want to keep their business at an average flow, in case i can't get seats next time.
so, a full twenty four hours passed since i woke up, and i was off to work, for the last day of the OKTOBEER EVENT! to be continued...
and i just realized this, last thursday was Erdinger Beer, followed by Hoegaarden on friday, then gin tonic and hooch on saturday, and then free flow of Erdinger on sunday! :D
monday tuesday wednesday and thursday,
friday saturday saturday to sunday!
party everyday!
Libellés : :), A FOR ALFRED AND ALCOHOL, BEST FRIENDS, BOSSINI, freak accidents, HEATWAVE, poly friends, we all love idiots
mardi 6 octobre 2009 00:29
i have not been home for say, three days?! and i know everyone missed me! including my pornographic stalker eugene.
happy? i mentioned your name! hahaha.
let's see. it's monday today, tuesday right now. i should be updating about the Oktober Beer Festival since it has ended, and also the other fun stuff during the entire weekend. i have been drinking every night, since last thursday. like beer, gin, beer, beer, more beer.
let's start with day three of the festival!
after work, i went off for prawning! like finally. all the things that i have been talking about relentlessly previously with the people that i wanted to go with, even the ice cream buffet, has been accomplished, but not with the same people. oh wells. life takes us all by surprises.
anyway, we were supposed to meet at Bishan's Hai Bin Prawning Park! but they were all LATE. can you believe this? i, for once, was actually the first to reach for a group gathering! and the place was damn crowded! it was like, prawning is the best thing to do in the middle of the night, according to the crowd, that is.
but i got bored. seriously. frankly speaking, i really didn't wanted to go because i knew he would come and bugger me about my schedule, nag and nag and nag like it's my fault. though i'm being irresponsibly childish with regards to work for the first time in my life.
but let's not digress, shall we?
yes, i got bored because i didn't catch anything for like half an hour! so i decided to go for the fish spa. was starting to emo, so despite them all not wanting to go, i still insisted to. :C
but yvonne and jandy were nice enough to tag along! sighs, i still do miss the good old nice people.
so we went for the fish spa! which started to perk me up! was so funny. we were laughing so much and embarrassing ourselves like nutheads! and it was quite ticklish, but after awhile, you'd find it very relaxing, with an occasional touch of giggling.

here's my legs on the right and yvonne's one leg at the bottom. apparently i was the only one curious enough to find out how it feels.
jandy's christmas trees! hahaha. i have always been itching to find out how it feels to do the fish spa, and indeed, it itches and tickles! hahaha.
and what's chilling out without booze?! had hoegaarden, one of my loves. but the price there was rather expensive, eight bucks for a bottle. though reasonable too cause they are like so far out in the middle of god knows where.
and so the short fish spa ended, after having spasms of laughing fits for thirty short minutes, which really felt like an hour or longer cause we were having a lot of fun. endless laughters. :)
and so i went back to check on our lovving couple's progress with the prawning. adelena was good with the rod, being the only one able to catch anything at all. but end up i was so sleepy that i let the catch slip back into the pond! felt damn bad. like they wasted three hours there. hehs.
Jandy-san prawning too!
and yvonne acting stupid as usual. HAHAHA!
and then after most of the group went back,
I CAUGHT MY FIRST PRAWN!
AND IT WAS BIG TOO!
hehs. was damn happy. cause i knew i wouldn't like the entire process unless i caught at least one. so i did, and it was BIG! and that sentence rhymes!
look at my stupid face. so proud of my big prawn somemore.
and i cooked it! along with the other ones we managed to catch later in the morning. hahah!
but was quite sad, cause i had to grill them along. and they squirmed. one tried to walk, the other tried to flip, and they all died. lol.
fresh fresh delicious prawns!
isn't mine big? tell me it's big. HAHA!
but sadly no one wanted to eat, so left me and Eva pigging out on the delicious prawns. you guys should seriously try live fresh prawns. they are so good without any seasoning, that i swear most of you will never touch frozen prawns again!
okay, this post is getting way too long for just one night's worth of fun. so i shall save the rest for tomorrow, about my next forty eight hours without sleep (inclusive of clubbing at SupperClub, fooling around at the Beer Festival!).
but i shall end off with this,
i'm itching to go again!
so PLEASE PLEASE! somebody go to the fish spa and prawning with me!
Libellés : :), A FOR ALFRED AND ALCOHOL, ALFRED, freak accidents, pennies for my thoughts, photos, Prawning, videos, work