mercredi 6 janvier 2010 23:33
yes! it's the first week of the year 2010, and also the week back to my last semester term in school. and for most of whom have still been hanging around my blog, it's my first time blogging in proper since eons ago.
you were to ask if i have had any regrets in the past three years of my polytechnic life, no doubt there were ups and downs, but i do not live to regret. i live to better myself from it all.
and the question everyone's been wanting to know, what happened to me?
i have no idea really, right now, looking back at the past six months, everything's really just a blur.
it's not that i would choose to forget it all or anything, but back then, setbacks came like tsunami waves, crashing me every single time i fell, and no matter how i tried getting back up, i'd still flush down like a sandcastle.
six months before, i was happy. nearly a year back, i thought every single thing in my life was slowly getting back on track. but life always take us by surprise, so the higher my hopes were, the higher i fell.
but all that doesn't matter anymore, does it?
i have definitely changed, i obviously binge drink, hit the clubs additively and went back to smoking. for many, it seems like i have gotten worst, and perhaps screwed up in the eyes of others.
but i am happy where i am right now, with a close-knitted group of friends that honestly, i would still be afraid to lose, but definitely would want to gamble everything that i've got to walk down memory lane together with them.
school's kind of crazy. i'm kind of left with this horrendously empty timetable, with many thanks and gratitude to my dearest Dr. Forday Wayne Lee (note no sarcasm here), who gave me many chances and allowed me to make the most out of my life.
no doubt, i definitely struggled last semester, with one of the most packed and hectic timetable juggling more than three core modules. but it was all for the better to lessen my load in future as well, which is now.
basically i am currently only taking one core module and two sub modules along with my final year project (which is seriously a bitch, but with a doting supervisor i shall let it pass). and the classmates are just, dope. not to forget the year twos from the immunology class as well.
they are of course, a bunch of the most funtastic people who happen to like to disturb the elderly (a.k.a senior cross-streamers). apart from being a whole circus of orang kecoh dan giler satu hari, they brought about a lot of fun and laughter for me,weisheng and petrina.
yeah, in school now it's always the three of us, we even call ourselves the PAWS. (okay before weisheng starts yakking away, it's petrina and i who came up with the name) the orang kecohs refer to us as the three musketeers though.
and yes, did i mention? i'm much more sharpened at my malay language now. ;)
so, as you can see from the pictures, i would be stupid if i were to waste life emo-ing away everyday.
life is short, i should be enjoying, even now.
Libellés : :), A FOR ALFRED AND ALCOHOL, ALFRED, BEST FRIENDS, pennies for my thoughts, poly friends, school stuffs, we all love idiots
