samedi 13 juin 2009 00:34
shut up and put your money where your mouth is!
now that's what i will tell to the rich kids the next time they try to be a snub. my secret fetish for jazz has been more obvious lately, from Amy Winehouse to Duffy to Olivia Ong to Joanna Wong and to zhis zhis zhis and to zhat zhat zhat.
non-stop on the bus, non-stop back at home.
i need to feel more carefree. and be more carefree as well.
sometimes i jsut feel as though i have been stuck on this treadmill for a really long time, without a goal, without a destination point. i have been running, just running. i have not stopped once in my tracks to take in the beautiful things around me.
and every now and then, i thiink back and reminisce in the moment that i missed, the things that i have overlooked while i ran and let them whizz past me.
i have been really proud of myself, for i have entered two common tests fully prepared and ready to take on the questions. for i have exited two common tests early and with a blooming glow of confidence in myself.
then again, i faked mc for another paper. it's kind of a sin, but then again, i really wanted to focus on the other two papers so much that i overlooked this last paper. taking the mc was really kind of a cowardly act, but who wouldn't think smartly when it comes to getting good grades? if taking an mc allows me more time to prepare myself for an even harder paper, i wouldn't mind. at least i would be able to enter the examination hall feeling more accomplished and upright to myself.
yeah, excuses but i don't care. yeah, life is short, so i wouldn't want to spend a single minute feeling sad over a nonsensical piece of paper and it's red throbbing grade. anything upsetting is ridiculous and a waste of time. so to minimise the chances of that happening, i would have to make sure i put in more effort and embrace the great stuff.
studying hard. is this even me? shocking, but yeah. this is me.
Libellés : :(, :), ALFRED, exams, great news, not-so-good-news, school stuffs
