lundi 6 avril 2009 14:34
updates!
the past week has been rather unbearable, and finally i decided to just shed some light on what has happened all together last week.
first of all, because i failed my module, my dad has been talking to me sarcastically. the things he said, the stuff he did, sometimes i just wonder if one is only recognised by his or her grades in a family.
second of all, my mum's been forcing me to quit my job cause she thinks its affecting my jobs really badly, but seriously, the thought of having no jobs and no money really kills me. i have so many stuff to pay for, with my bills busting to $200 and with debts owed to others cause i took up some additional lessons earlier on, plus my stupid laptop loan, its really jsut plain tiring.
third of all, holding two part-time jobs really kills you, you work every other night, you go home late every single night, you don't get to see your family cause they are out in the day, you head home to quietness every single night and sometimes when you really wish for them to be there, you don't. all i wanted was a good rest at home and yet, they could offer a quarrel with you.
forth of all, to my ex-fyp-partner, fuck off. you are a bloody loser, go ahead and bitch about me behind my back, nobody will believe you. and thank you abi. :)
and then two other more private issues. pfffft.
a fight with my eldest sister back at home was really the last draw. all this in one week, and my closest friends were all busy. i was all alone. sometimes i really just, don't know what to do with my life.
on the birghter side, we had a work chill-out on saturday nnight. we all went for steamboat!
i know i'm a big eater, but when things aren't looking so good, i tend to end up binging, aka eating even more. and that's what i did, really, till all of them stopped and ended up looking at me, i guess, disgusted that i can stomach that much stuff.
so i stopped the binging, and we jsut sat around and had a chat,, or rather a long speech from David soh the manager. lmao.
much thanks to Jesline and Yvonne! for staying overnight with me, cause i really didn't want to go home and face my troubles. we walked from bugis till raffles and till clarke quay, then river valley and finally plaza singapura. was really good to jsut sit around and chit chat and do nothing.
oh oh, and best of all, i met up with 4o4 on saturday! i was really feeling very upset in the morning, and decided not to leave house anyway, but in the end, i made up my mind to go find them and i was glad i did. being around them, really bring my troubles away.
thank you all, really, thank you. :)
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