jeudi 23 juillet 2009 02:26
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i hate assignments. such as two thousand word essays and powerpoint presentations and ethical debates and whatsoever there are! and it's nearly 3am and i have not been enjoying myself since this morning.
was fun in school cause abi drove us down to the macdonald's drive-thru again! the maple syrup definitely gave me a big fat boost from last night's burning of the midnight oil.
and now i am having a diarrhea. but NO, i am not blogging from the loo. HAHAHA! and worst still, i feel like there's this hand gripping my stomach and pulling it. i know i know, it sounds like when a girl is having her menstruation. but this is how i ALWAYS feel when i get a diarrhoea. and NO, there has never been a case of blood discharge. =.=
and so apparently now everytime i type lmao i laugh, thanks to a certain someone for calling me maomao. lmaos.
let's not side track anyway, i can't wait for the semester to end as much as i hate for it to end. contradictory and oxy-moronish, my trademark. but frankly speaking, i am kind of afraid that i will be all alone next semester, without classmates that i know and without a partner for my final year project. and yes, i can always make new friends.
but, coming to poly has only made me realize one thing.
that's that one would never ever make a really close friend that you can ever trust in poly. i have lost hope and faith and myself. but i am seriously thankful to edmund for talking to me today. it made me feel so much better. then again, it made me feel how remorseful i am when i was angry with their gang and that i treated them rather badly when i felt disappointed. but i am glad that, i did not choose to block them out and make them invisible childishly. so hence, we are still friends, though not as close, but still the ones i can trust at times.
but still, i am thankful, i am really thankful for getting to know the friends and classmates that i got to know in NP. :)
and i am kind of glad that tomorrow morning i do not have to wake up early. :D finally, a thursday when i can at last sleep in for the morning. lol!
it has been a long day, and i took a short nap in abi's car, again. XP sorry abi! i will get you your cushions for the car and fold your clothes for you more! but please don't announce to the whole wide world that i am your...car maid. =.=
met princess elizabeth and wilson today to do a little short hunting. i wouldn't say hunt for what, but yeah, it was a late night hunting and once again my good old frey was wearing his good old primary school shorts.
one day, ONE DAY i am going to burn those things.
alright. time to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. and then wake up again to continue slogging my ass off.Libellés : :), ABIWONG, ALFRED, BEST FRIENDS, BLONDIE, freak accidents, poly friends, Shine