if you don't like something, change it.
if you can't change it, change your attitude.
jeudi 18 décembre 2008 23:57
its not nice to tell someone who has had a hard day's work that he spends alot when in fact, the money that comes out of all that working shit, is simply used to pay for things that other people dont even have to bother.
i am so sick of paying. i am only eighteen, and i really want to tell them that i am in fact, really simply truly just eighteen and am unable to fend for myself paying for so many things and so many of my own expenses. that i simply want to indulge like all the other kids around me.
i envy kids that put out their hands and get stacks of cash without any effort. i envy those kids more when they tell me they are older than me.
sometimes i just cant help but wish for a different life.
sorry, but all i want to hear when i come home is a simple "tough day huh?"
anything other than that, you can keep it to your own mouth and let it stay zipped. because i dont like feeling old, i dont want to feel responsible, or independent. i should be right where i should be, irresponsible, irrational, wild and expensive, but at the same time, dependent.
its not like i dont llike to work or anything, i love service. but sometimes, you get sick of working every single day and not being able to enjoy yourself like others because they are ten miles away from fretting about paying their bills on time, saving enough money for laptop loans, saving enough money to ever simply, just pay for his own school fees. these things, are not nice to be worth mentioning. im tired, yes, but life goes on.
