mardi 15 septembre 2009 01:56

why love someone with sadness and not happiness, even though it's never meant to be? the feeling of when you fall in love, is definitely not sad. and loving someone is definitely not a sad thing either.
when we love someone, we smile naturally just around them and we just want them to be happy. even if it kills us to not be with them, we should be happy because we're in love. because, we will never know when it's going to be the last time we feel like that again. because each time we fall in love, it always always feel special.
after spending two consecutive afternoons sitting alone on the thirtieth floor, i have reached my conclusion.
i've decided to smile and be happy about things. after all, it's really too selfish of me to disappear and go on some "self-discovery journey" when the people around me needs me more than i need myself?
so, i'm going to keep smiling and stay happy and channel this happiness into the sadness of the ones around me. (:
if i want to help people, to bring smiles to the ones i love then obviously i would have to channel more positive energy from myself to do so! if you're sad then you're just going to make things sadder what right?
even th0ugh i know that i'm walking into a dead end for falling for somebody who would never ever be with me, i'm happy just to know that i've fallen in love for that particular person. falling in love is just plain happiness.
so yes, i'm going to stay happy and all smiles so that i can bring back that smile on you even if it's going to be a tough road ahead. in the meantime, i'm going to blog about more nonsensical issues and possibly bring out the smiles in more people through my blondeness. let's start with one,
"Why can't the leopard go into hiding?"
cause they're always spotted!
lame, yes. but it's a start.
so start smiling today people, cause you will never know when's the last time you will get the chance to smile or be happy that you are in love.
so to hell with the screw shit in life, to hell with the disappointments every saturday, cause i'm going to fucking smile and make life more meaningful for others.
it's really only when you're living, that you are alive.
Libellés : :), ALFRED, pennies for my thoughts