mercredi 26 août 2009 02:00
losing my appetite can be rather disgusting sometimes. just like how i had the weird idea of mixing milk with mixed fruit juices.
i dont know, i can't taste anything anyway and i jjust don't have the craving for anything at all. dinner was my breakfast and also my lunch, and i didn't even eat much either. it's weird knowing that i can feel full before i even touch my three spoons' worth of rice in that tiny bowl. mehhh.
and yes, whilst im typing away im drinking my "milkshake" over here as well. it smells funny, tastes a little like sour milk and is definitely more precipitated than compared to the drink shown. and the bottomline is, i decided to drink this because i was thirsty.
i kind of missed the days back when i laughed at the slightest things, such as laughing at someone laughing. i know, weird and psychotic, but that was pretty much who i was and i probably enjoyed life that way much better.
to grow up can be such a bad thing, especially when you start to have things like infatuation and admiration. erk.
bitter heart, bitter heart.
tries to keep it all inside.
oh my poor bitter heart.
Libellés : :/, ALFRED, freak accidents, pennies for my thoughts
