jeudi 9 juillet 2009 23:25
okay, one week.
so scary, i'm not sure whether to anticipate it or just let it come and pass. i kind of hope for it to be a special day, but then again, i don't really need it to be a special day. just maybe have a friend to spent it with would be good enough. i guess what happened last year really made me very upset, so my hopes are no longer up but i just beg with all my might that someone would be nice enough to keep me company next thursday.
sighs, as much as this July did not turn out nicely, but i guess i have grown a little in the sense where i think differently?
a year back, if i lost my phone i would be damn upset and pondering why am i so unlucky. and if i broke my slipper i would be feeling damn unlucky as well. or if i had some problems with my friends, i would be devastated.
this July, i lost my phone. only so that i could get a new one, even though it's not the dream phone, but it helps me save money?
and i broke my sandals when i was out with my family, only to get new cheap ones since the old one was already really dirty and smelly? so again, i save money.
plus i had some issues with my friend, only to realise that, some people just don't know how to appreciate others. and in a lucky way, i made a new buddy. (: and im talking about you jaime! hahaha! kind of a special friend in a way. i mean, the situation, that is.
so anyway, i was told to come up with a wishlist, so i did, but i wouldn't be expecting much as there is more to life than having a need for your friends to make it a really special day. so nicole, here's my wishlist. LOL.
my needs:
-new ear phones, preferrably in-ear or headphones.
-a nice pair of havianas
-a new pair of white shoes
my wants:
-a nice black jacket from maybe crocodile or zara or puma :P HAHA!
-new pair of dark coloured slim fit jeans
i guess that's what i can think of, i don't really expect anything since its all pretty much unaffordable, except maybe a nice cake and friends to get the day by. that should be the best. or better still, that every year i have a nice friend who keeps me company on that day. (:
and by the way, i have size 43/44 for my feet and a 30inch waist. HAHA! lol.
but that, the important thing is having a simple yet nice way to spend it. jsut last week, we celebrated viviana's birthday. and it was cool, to know that the three of them, viviana, yee siew, and matthew spend every year's birthday at the same pizzahut outlet together, since secondary school. that's really very nice and sweet. i hope i'm lucky enough as well to have friends like that.
sighs, such serenity before a supposedly excited event. weird.
Libellés : :), ALFRED, BIRTHDAYS, out of the blue gibberishh
