vendredi 6 février 2009 02:43
the previous post has been hereby deleted.
i got a very important wake-up call from best friend early yesterday.
i should quit complaining and whining. because i have overlooked the fact that i, fortunately, have a great bunch of friends surrounding me, namely khalisah, sharon, abigail and cassandra lee.
and no, this is no confession time. but i would like to add a much emphasized tone to what i am going to say, thank you for being there and telling me what i have missed while i went on hiatus from school, thank you for reminding me and helping me keep notice of the incoming practical/common tests/disasters, thank you and ever thank you for picking me up by making me laugh at nonsensical incidents hence relaxing my overly tensed and erratic mind. thank you guys for doing this little stuff and not instead just keep quiet and leave me isolated by the corner and think that i am jsut going to wind up as another kendrick. because, frankly, (if so he ever reads this), i try harder than him though i slack as much as him (is that even legal?).
i am really tired, but i realised that all that stressed and tension in my muscles seem to disappear when one of you just simply, do something dumb. and i hereby stand witness for the fact that abigail wong is really a big maybe at times whiny, and annoying, but jsut seriously, and matter-of-factly, a BIG STRESS RELIEVER that i find to be real effective too.
so anyway, i have to really buck up by next week and really really put in some real effort and not while my life away in fears and whatnots. plus, KHALISAH TAN IS IN THIS WITH ME TOO, YOU READ THAT? we both are going through tough periods, and we both are having certain difficulties at the wrong time at the wrong place, but we have each other and our friends too. (:
coming soon would be a post on chinese new year! plus the much loved ang baos~
oh and by the way, the newest member of our family is on his/her way! i kind of hope its a girl, but my mum hopes its a boy. but in case you guys dont know, my sister is currently in labour and seriously, i dont give a damn as to whether it will be a nephew or a niece, cause all i want is for mother and child to be alright.
i hope my sister get through this and can in turn grow stronger, and i am really excited that she is going to become a mother. not sure why though, but i guess she has always been rather important to me, which could jsut be why i still have the deeply embedded memory of the day when she ran away from home nearly fifteen years ago.
but i jsut want you to know, although you are in pain and away at the hospital now, fret not, i am praying here for you.
