if you don't like something, change it.
if you can't change it, change your attitude.
mardi 29 juillet 2008 00:52
we will be moving on in life, but we will not forget what happened. because it all happened for a reason, it all comes to one thing, it teaches us something. and yes, she will be in our hearts even though we have moved on.
just heard about the news that another fellow schoolmate from my batch has committed suicide. not exactly sure about what, about why, about where and about how. but it has been a sad loss. rest in peace, xinzhong. :) by the way, have any of you guys watched the national day's music video for this year? if not, why dont you guys take a look-see via the link below then. and tell me if anything pisses you off.
so how was the darn video? well, i initially wanted to find the hady one, but the chinese version will do. its the same anyhow, not that i have something against the singers for this year, but the thing is, the bloody scene about the little girl drawing the red star is such a bloody copy cat act. apparently, a similar scene showing a boy drawing pitched black pictures piecing up together to form a whale has been used for an advertisement in Tokyo, Japan. i dont understand why, and i refuse to listen to how, you people (the idiotic producers) are going to explain about the fact of why must you use a japanese advertisement as a basis for our NATIONAL MUSIC VIDEO? it doesnt mean that if you change the boy to a girl, that if you change the black colour to red, and that if you change the whale to a star; it would be called for as originality. if so, i would deem you as BRAINLESS. in the least, it doesnt even make sense after you have changed much of the plot, what has a red star got to do with our national day? if you drew the national flag, im ok with it. but you drew a stupid red star, maybe it signifies the fact that singapore is a small but shiny red star, but this shiny red star, has been depicted as nothing but a piece of copycat thrash. you people, the producers for this particular music video, have no basic common sense, neither do i see the fact that you have any single bit of originality, but at the same time, you have disgraced the whole of singapore, and you have humiliated my idea of my presence of living in singapore. what the heck, the worst was that the entire red pieces of drawings that the girl drew, made up a tiny little star, in the least, the japanese advertisement had done their very efforts to respect the advertisement by piecing up hundreds of pitch black drawings, to form a large scaled whale drawing. and even though you copied the darn advertisement, you did not even give any basic respect to the video by creating a large scaled star-whatever-shit-it-is-drawing. no common sense, no respect, no originality, and no bloody speciality towards your music video made. im saying this not because im a pain in your asses, but im saying this because there are japanese tourists, permanent residents, and whatsoever staying in singapore right now. what do you think they would think when they see this video being publicised locally? and lets not forget the fact that we do have singaporeans studying in japan, working in japan, and many other kinds of attachments or internships. what do you think would be their feelings when they see this video being posted on youtube while they are staying in japan? do you even think they would be in the mood to be patriotic? what would they all think? i seriously cant imagine, at all. you have been given the task of improvising and creating new and inventive videos that are different from each year's national day parade tribute videos. i understand that there could be probably more than a hundred different videos done over the years, but of all things, you cant come up with your own idea, but instead you went ahead and copied another country's idea for an advertisement? you would choose to humiliate our country rather than allowing us to feel that this coming August is actually a very special month as excitement and anxiety fills the atmosphere while everyone prepares to be patriotic for the very one month of the year? good job you low-rated producers. good idea, nice move, and i await to see our country get laughed at by another country.gay fags. seriously, if you dont have what it takes, then dont say that you can do it. maybe the government is not paying you enough, or that they dont even pay you, but you have totally pissed me off. i dont understand why is it that every year the government makes a big deal out of our national day, but yet can still overlook such a stupid thing. goodness, do you people have hay for your brains? whatever. anyways, the other day we were back to nanhua, and we took pictures. :) boy have i lost weight again. :/ thank you nicholas chan, for saying what you said and probably meaning it too. yeahh, touch wood touch wood, but i am actually really scared. after so many things that have happened this week, i dont think i can take the idea of another friend leaving without notice again. im so scared, that i may disappear without a word too, and that i may never get to see my friends again. and i am very skinny now, been sick for three weeks and still counting. i dont think i can lose another kilogram. :( but nevertheless, it was fun taking pictures with weixin, and nicholas at the back. anyways, i found this sexy girl at my house's void deck. pretty, pregnant, lovely, yet abandoned. i dont understand why people can get the chance to put a collar on a cat or a dog, and then lose them. i would give anything to have a pet dog or a pet cat, be it a pedigree or a mud, i will love it anyway. and this heartless person, abandoned his/her pregnant cat, and left her alone and helpless. i hope she gets help soon before the SPCA finds her and puts her to sleep. :/ she is really one hell of a beauty, too bad i couldnt keep pets, if not she would be cuddling right beside me now. :) so guys, take good care of your pets ok, and do not lose them, because they love you twice as much as you love them, even if they cant show it or prove it, but they do, they really do. alright im off to sleeping, supposedly planned to study, but you know, the lazy worm is out with its pranks yet again. im so so so dead for my two papers on wednesday. oh boy.
